Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas!!!

Season's Greetings!

I hope everyone is having a fantastic break! The only thing better than having exams over with, is having Christmas Break start!!! Seniors- way to go! Exams are done!!! (I don't seem excited do I?) I wish I could tell you that your done with them, but unfortunately they just keep coming. But hey, I survived right? No problem!!

Anyway, on to more exciting matters! As many of you may have assumed with three generations of my family going to Luther, I am in fact......is the suspense killing you?.....Norwegian! Which of course means that we celebrate a very fun, very Norwegian Christmas!

After church this evening, we'll come back for a traditional Norwegian meal- including all the usual entrees: ham, rutabagas, green bean casserole, lefsa (a wonderful tradition to keep: it's like a Mexican tortilla but made from potatoes and flour. Served warm with butter and sugar for a fantastic finish!), and last but still least-you Norwegians out there won't actually believe we still do this. Even our family in Norway doesn't eat this stuff anymore!- LUTEFISK!!! If you don't know what that is I'm going to spare you a description- this is supposed to be "G" rated after all. If you do know what this lovely fish is, please, I BEG OF YOU, say a prayer for me! I am forced to eat it before I can open presents!!!! ............Uff da!

Besides the way-too-Norwegian-for-my-taste meal, we also sing carols for hours around the piano. Now when I say carols, I'm not talking one or two or ten. I'm talking about every verse of every single carol from the secular to religious. No but's about it- We all sit down, grit our teeth, and crank 'em out. After the fourth verse of "Silent Night" (sung in Norwegian although none of us know what we're saying), we sit down for dessert. This includes some amazing yummies from turtles, divinity, and krum kakke to pumpkin and pecan pie and peanut brittle (Oh- did I mention it's ALL home made?!? That's right! We Norwegians know how to throw a party!)

There is one last thing we do before opening presents. (The suspense is already getting to me!!!) Every Christmas Eve, we always read the Christmas story in Luke. It's a nice reminder what the day is really about. We have so much to be thankful for- family together, presents under the tree, a roof over our heads, and especially an amazing Savior who came to die for us!

And of course, this is followed by a mad rush to the tree and hours of shredding wrapping paper and total excitement and ecstasy!

I know this sounds pretty crazy and, well, Norwegian! But here's the really weird part- I absolutely LOVE Christmas with my family! I wouldn't have the jam-packed day any other way! I hope everyone has a wonderful time during this special holiday! Enjoy your family's unique and special traditions (unless of course, like me, your forced to eat Lutefisk against your will. In that case, you should run!)

Merry Christmas!
Happy New Year y'all!

~Anna

Monday, December 15, 2008

Exams...Need I say more?

You might be wondering, "What do college kids do the weekend before exams?"

...................................Study..........................that's it....................I'm really not kidding.

My first exam was this morning at 8 am. As I pushed out the door reciting math equations in my head, I was greeted with a blast of O degree weather (oh, did I mention -20 if you factor in the windchill?!?)
Peachy right? (That was the only moment of my ENTIRE life that I have ever second guessed coming to Luther College...and I mean EVER!!!)

Of course, I'm staying. (Although I am doing a personal strike against the weather by not going to the caf this evening...we'll see how the temperature feels about that!!! Oh snap!)

I have two exams tomorrow and one more on Wednesday...in between those events I will be curled up in a blanket in my room trying to de-thaw myself while also preparing for the next exam in an attempt to not procrastinate too long. I'm sure all seniors can relate to how I feel.


Good luck on exams!
And for heaven's sake, KEEP WARM!!

~Anna

"O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water....On my bed I remember you; I think of you through the watches of the night. Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings. My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me." -Psalm 63: 1, 6-8

Sunday, December 7, 2008

"CAL"

Every year, Luther has a huge Christmas extravaganza entitled "Christmas at Luther." About six hundred choir and orchestra members take part in this special event, including the freshman girl's choir that I'm in, Aurora. This year it is being nationally televised on PBS. (I'll let you know when the dates have been officially decided!)

We've been preparing our individual pieces for months. The last couple weekends we had mass rehearsals for the choirs to practice the five songs that we all sing together. And then last Sunday it fell into full swing...

We had to be back to campus by three for a six hour rehearsal that included a walk through of the concert and our first practice with the orchestra. Then on Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday we had three hours rehearsals each day, the last being a dress rehearsal to see if the whole show would run smoothly.

Thursday was the first performance, followed by two Friday, one Saturday, and one today. After hours of hard work, we're finally done!

I'm so glad to have been apart of "CAL" this year! Despite the huge time commitment (notice: I have nothing else to write about this week because all I've done is choir stuff), I had a great time! Not only was I apart of a very special Luther tradition that turned out spectacular every performance, but I also became really good friends with some girls that formally I hadn't really known. Plus, my family was able to come for the concert (what's new right?) which was really special for me, knowing that I was performing for them!

What's left may you ask after this exhausting week? It's one word: Sleep! And here I come!!!

Seniors, good luck as you begin to study for finals this week!

~Anna

"We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance. And endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation. And this hope will not lead to disappointment. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love."
-Romans 5: 3-5

Monday, December 1, 2008

A Week to be Thankful!!

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

I hope everyone had a very safe, relaxing, special time with family and friends! And, I hope seniors enjoyed a few days off before the stress of finals is upon us!

I traveled back to Texas for the first time this fall, and it felt great!....No literally, the 70 degree weather felt GREAT compared to the freezing (again, literal) weather that is happening in Decorah. I can tell you, northern winters aren't for the faint of heart!

My sister, Emily, and I flew home on Tuesday afternoon. I've gotten to see all of my best friends throughout the week! And I've eaten more Mexican food and drank more Starbucks than is humanly possible (but you have to understand my deep, true love for a good cup of coffee!)

Thanksgiving Day was perfect! My grandparents were here, plus many family friends too! We had a great, traditional meal with my personal favorite: turkey, gravy, and mashed potatoes! And, we had an array of homemade pies to finish off the already delicious meal! And then, what better way to celebrate time with family and friends than by watching America's favorite team win in football? (That would be the Dallas Cowboys, of course!)

Overall, it's been a great week! It's hard to believe that in three more I'll be home again for Christmas Break. This semester will be gone in the blink of an eye!

Again, I hope everyone enjoyed their break. Safe travels heading home or back to campus!

~Anna

"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." -Philippians 4:4-7

Monday, November 24, 2008

Travel Week!!!

Why is it that the week before traveling always seems so hectic? You don't really have that much more to do except maybe pack a bag, and yet there are a thousand and one random things to check off your list before the awaited travel day. I'm sure everyone knows that Thanksgiving is just a few days away, which means that I'm in the crazy pre-travel days right now!

I'm trying to finish my homework and pack my bag and clean my room and eat up all my food before boarding a plane tomorrow afternoon! Uff da! (That's Norwegian slang for "Oh my goodness!" or "Woah!" or "Holy Cow!"...you get the idea!)

I'm also trying to balance all of this with choir practices. We're getting into the intense last two weeks before the "Christmas at Luther" Concert, and it's crazy! All choirs have to be back on campus on Sunday for a SIX hour rehearsal. Uff da!!!

Don't get me wrong- I love the holidays! This will be my first time home, and I'm so excited! I'll get to see my family and my friends for a very special "first time back from college" reunion! It'll be great! I do believe all my girlfriends and I are planning out a big slumber party! (Because that's what adult mature college women do!) And who isn't excited for the greatest holiday meal ever!!! Oh yeah, the travel is worth the stress!

I hope everyone has a very joyous, safe, and thankful break!

~Anna

"Shout for joy to the Lord, all the earth. Worship the Lord with gladness... Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name. For the Lord is good and his love endure forever; his faithfulness continues through all generations." -Psalm 100

Sunday, November 16, 2008

My Spring 2009 Schedule!

Hey everybody!

Some sweet things have happened this week...

Tuesday we had a final volleyball meeting. It's so weird to have the season over. I really miss seeing everybody but the extra time is nice! Some of the girls and I have started going to kick boxing classes in the evenings- I can't believe how hard we work, but it's also a ton of fun!

On Thursday, I registered for classes! I'm taking "It's a Conspiracy" over J-term which is a three week class we take in January. It's a class that analyzes conspiracy theories in American history- I'm psyched! Next semester, I'm in more Paideia, more math, more Latin, and Intro to the Bible, a religion class which should be interesting....over all I'm really happy with my schedule! I'm still debating a classics major, a history major, a math major, or multiple- we'll have to wait and see!!!

Tonight is the first mass rehearsal for the "Christmas at Luther" concert in early December. I'm so excited to be a part of it! This is the first time that all the choirs will be together to really hear what the pieces sound like!

Oh, and I'm still freezing. Evidently it will be like this for a while, and could quite possibly get even worse. (Although these are just rumors; no one can say for sure!) ;)

I hope ya'll have a super duper great week!

~Anna

"The Lord has done great things for us; of which we are glad." -Psalm 126: 3

Sunday, November 9, 2008

My Spur of the Moment Adventure & Phonothan!

This past week has been awesome!
(My fellow callers and I at the right. I'm the tallest in the back!)

Allison (who is also a blogger) invited me to accompany her St. Paul to watch her high school volleyball team in the state tournament. I dropped all of my plans spur of the moment on Friday to have a fun girl's weekend with her! We met her mom for the first game on Friday. We stayed at a cute little hotel near the capitol. The next day we went from shopping to more volleyball to more shopping.....the night ended with an adventure through Rochester as we hunted down a Starbucks before heading back to Luther. We also sang the entire ride home for one killer weekend!

Today I worked hard to get all of my homework done early because tonight was Phonothan! Ten girls on our floor in Brandt volunteered to call alum asking for donations through the Luther College Phonothan! It ended up being a ton of fun! We decided to dress "crazy and gaudy" to get us in the right fun mood! We looked hilarious- big hair, crazy clothes, and tons of makeup! Definitely the best dressed there! We called from 6:30 to 9:30, and it went really well. Christy even got someone to donate $1,000, and we surpassed our goal for the evening! Plus, I got to call a lot of my family which was really neat!

The last two days, we've seen continuous snow which is crazy considering the 70 degree weather at the beginning of the week. It finally feels like I'm in the north! I can't believe I have five months of this- here we go!

I hope everyone has a warm, fun week!


~Anna

"Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelry and fine clothes. Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfolding beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit which is of great worth in God's sight." -1 Peter 3: 3-4

Sunday, November 2, 2008

A Change of Plans...

I've been looking forward to this weekend for a long time. It should've been a blast! A super great time with awesome memories...

Saturday was the JV Conference Tournament. We were 7-1 this season, so we were pumped up to go to Waverly yesterday in hopes of coming home as champions. It didn't turn out quite as planned though- we placed fourth with two wins and two losses. It's a respectable record, but not the one we had hoped for. On the up side, my leg held up, and I had playing time in three out of the four matches.

We left for the tournament on Friday so that we wouldn't have to leave really early on Saturday morning to get there. I was pretty bummed to miss Halloween on campus because lots of children from the town of Decorah come to Brandt Hall for trick-or-treating. I was really excited to dress up for them and to hand out candy, until I realized we wouldn't be there...But, we stayed at the house of one of the sophomores on the team, and I ended up getting to hand out candy to adorable kids anyway. Plus, we had a great home-cooked meal that night! And it was awesome to be with the team one more time before the season ends. It was like having a big sleepover with fifteen girls- quite the bonding experience! :)

When we got home on Saturday, some of the girls and I rushed around, getting ready for a costume party that was going on last night. I was psyched! I had a great costume planned out- Audrey Hepburn in Breakfast at Tiffany's! I felt like a princess in my jewelry and long black gloves! It should've been a spectacular night!

However, we only stayed at the party for about ten minutes. By the time we arrived, it was already winding down and switching locations. Our group split up, and I ended up driving around town with a couple girls. Total bust right?

Not even close! I had the time of my life last night! I spent time with some great girls, getting to know some for the first time and getting to know others that much better! We looked hilarious, and I don't think we ever stopped laughing!

Like I said- I was really looking forward to this weekend; it was supposed to be a blast... and it was!

I hope y'all had a fun, safe Halloween!

~Anna

"I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord; be strong nad take heart and wait for the Lord." -Psalm 27:13-14



Sunday, October 26, 2008

A FIRST!!!




Something amazing has happened!!!


The date is October 26th. This afternoon I had an experience! Something that I've never had before! Something wild! Something unimagineable!

Is the suspense killing you?




Alright, I'll say it! I'll just tell you.....


.....I'm experiencing my first, first SNOW FALL!!! It's the first time that I've ever seen a first snow fall! EVER! And what's even more crazy is that it's not even Halloween yet!

I'm in total shock! It's so cool! But it's just so unreal! When I realized what was happening, I just had to stare out my window for about ten minutes to try and comprehend it. There are actual flakes falling from the sky as I write this! And the wind is going nuts!


Do I seem a little excited? :) I am, but I'm also a little nervous for what this means for future weather....could this be an omen of a terrible winter to come? I definitely didn't approve of that. Doesn't my opinion count for anything?? ......Oh well. Today I'll just enjoy the sight!


It's just another "first" that I'm getting to have! I need to love it!
-On a side note, I went to Rochester on Friday with Christy and some girls. We ate at Olive Garden and then went to see High School Musical 3! It was great being the oldest people in the theatre! And it was a really fun time! It totally brought back memories of high school, and more importantly the friendships that I've taken away with me! I had to call my friend, Allison, at Oklahoma University to discuss the movie and weather and our lives. It made me miss last spring, but it also reminded how lucky I am to have a friendship that can last the distance apart.
I hope everyone can stay warm and safe in this crazy weather!
Have a great week y'all!
Anna
"When I consider your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars, which you have set in place, what is man that you are mindful of him, the son of man that you care for him? You made him a little lower than the heavenly beings and crowned him with glory and honor." -Psalms 8:3-5

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Fall Break

So as much fun as college is, there's nothing like looking forward to a long relaxing break from homework, mid-terms, and the hectic life that comes with it! This was our first break, and it's been awesome!

Unfortunately, I didn't get to go all the way home to Texas because although we don't have school until Thursday, I have volleyball practice on Tuesday. However, I didn't have to stay on campus either- instead I got to go to my second home, my grandparent's house!

They live about an hour from Luther right outside of Lyle, MN. My Uncle Ted is here too which has made the weekend very special! It's been an awesome time for me to relax and to regenerate for the next half of the semester (I can't believe I'm already writing that!) And let's be honest, the only thing that can match being spoiled by your mother is being pampered by your grandmother!!! She's made all of my favorite meals, and even helped me with the loads of laundry I brought home.....ok, ok, she even did all of the laundry I brought home!

Another great thing about visiting my grandparents is that my boyfriend, Ryan's, hometown also happens to be Lyle, MN. Isn't that convenient? :) His brother was confirmed today, and I went over for the party this afternoon. This was a really exciting day, and I was glad that I got to be a part of it! All of Ryan's family was in town for the occasion. Now, I only have three first cousins. Ryan on the other hand has about fifty, so you can imagine when I say all the family was there that I mean it! It's always fun to be around a big family, and his is so much fun!!!

Tomorrow we're driving to the Mall of America in Minneapolis in hopes of finding a winter jacket. Evidently, it's been known to get a little chilly up here, or so the rumors go. And since I'm from- warm, lovely, doesn't get below 30 degrees in the winter time- Texas, it seems I'm not very well equipped to handle the next couple months without a decent ski jacket. Let's cross our fingers that our hunt is successful!

I hope everyone has had a great weekend like mine! And to all the seniors out there, I hope y'all can keep treking and working hard! It'll pay off next year- I promise!!! The college experience is totally worth it!

Bye for now!
Anna

"Rejoice in the Lord! I will say it again; rejoice!!!"-Philippians 4:4

Friday, October 10, 2008

A Great Week!

I was trying to think of something profound to write about, but all I could think about was that I've had such a good week! I didn't have a lot of stress like other weeks. Yeah, I've been busy, but it's still been fun!

Just a little recap:

1. I finally got a verdict on my knee- I bruised my femur, which is a slow and painful healing process, but I don't need surgery which is a huge blessing! I've been able to practice some this week, and I'm on the road to recovery!

2. Christy is feeling much better and defeating her mono! AND I didn't get it- another huge blessing! For once, being a clean freak paid off!

3. I'm actually enjoying the cool weather! There was once a time when I would cringe at any temperature under 65. But, despite my Texas roots, I've been able to appreciate the brisk afternoons. This is due to the absolute beauty of my surroundings- fall at Luther is wonderful! And the knowledge of what is to come which is the terrible winter ahead...but let's not think about that now!

4. My classes have been going really well. Even with my mid-terms this week (how can they already be here???) class has still been really enjoyable. I like all of my teachers and the homework load is actually bearable. Plus, we're picking classes for J-term soon, and I'm really excited to start looking into classes for next semester!

5. We decorated our floor and room for Halloween! If I may be so bold as to sound totally girly, it looks so cute!!!

6. Chapel Thursday was really interesting! We had a guest speaker who played his acoustic guitar for us while also giving a good message on listening. It was totally what I needed to hear!

7. And finally, Homecoming last weekend was a blast! It was the perfect way to start this week! Having such a huge crowd for the football game was so cool- not to mention winning such a big game! I loved spending time with my parents and meeting all of their classmates! (And they finally returned to Texas!...not that that's a good thing....anyway...)

All in all it's been a great week! Once again, I am so happy to have picked Luther and to be in college!

I hope y'all have as good a week as I did!

Anna

"I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength." -Phillipians 4:12-13

Friday, October 3, 2008

Homecoming!

As I walked across campus on this crisp (to say the least), yet beautiful October morning, something caught my attention. The leaves are turning from green to vibrant shades of red, orange, and yellow. The temperature is chilly and wakes you up from your first step out of Brandt. I'm finally allowed to pull out my fall wardrobe, and "ugg" boots have crept out of closets.

But what is it about this particular day? Why did this Friday make me suddenly more aware of my surroundings? It's much more than the just the change in season. Something has caught me off guard. Something new. Something BIG is happening!

Oh yes- it's Homecoming weekend!!! Now I know when alumni read this line, they will immediately know what I'm talking about. Luther's homecoming encompasses so much more than my highschool's did. And it really isn't hard to figure out why.

The thing about Luther's version of homecoming is that it truly is a home-coming. No matter how old they get or if they just graduated, alum always return for this weekend. They meet up with old friends and classmates and reminisce about their college days. From Thursday evening to Monday morning, it's easy to see them milling around campus. It's hard to find a seat at the football game, and it's impossible to get into the bookstore!

My parents would try to come every year, and I would always wonder what was so special about coming back this particular weekend. Now that I'm here, it's so easy to see! When my mom is reuinted with her college girlfriends- watch out! They seem right out of college again, never missing a beat. Tonight all of my mom's friends and their daughters who now go to Luther, are going out to Mabe's for dinner. I can't wait to see how the evening goes with two generations of Luther women together!

Both of my parents have been looking forward to this weekend for a while. This morning I can see it on all the faces of the returning alum as well. I feel so reassured about choosing Luther when I watch these graduates back on their old campus. Even if only for a few days or just a couple hours, they (like I'll do one day), get to experience the joys of Luther all over again. For one short weekend, they have come home.

Have a great week y'all!

Anna


"I will sing of the Lord's great love forever; with my mouth I will make your faithfulness known through all generations. I will declare that your love stands firm forever, that you established your faithfulness in heaven itself." -Psalm 89: 1-2

Friday, September 26, 2008

Perserverance

Perserverance. Sooner or later, we go through times in life that involve that word. We are tested to our limits; we must max out, hold on, fight to the end, keep on keepin' on. It's a battle so harsh that when we look back on it- it's enough to say we persevered...

That was my week.

A number of factors contributed to my fight to make it through. Various obstacles stood in my way, attempting to hold me back, or make me slip. These included:

1. The dreaded first Paideia paper!!! It was due Wednesday at 8 am. After countless hours writing the paper, I brought it in for revision last week...only to find that I had written in MLA format instead of Chicago style. Now I'm sure I speak for all incoming freshman who've had MLA drilled into their brains for four longs years, when I say that now that we've learned it, it would be nice to continue using it...not so. Which led to countless more hours switching to Chicago style.

2. My serious dearth in sleep!!! (for anyone who isn't sure what the definition of dearth is, it means "serious lack of") What led me to lose so many zzz's this week? On Tuesday we went to Simpson for a volleyball match. Since I'm from Texas (and am very geographically challenged in Iowa), I wasn't aware until we left on Tuesday that Simpson is in fact 5 hours from Luther! It made for a very late night...with 8 o'clock class the next morning.

3. The loss of my roommate. Ok, not literally. She has mono and went home for the week. These days have been quite lonely. I even had to watch the premiere of Grey's Anatomy by myself! Talk about perserverance!!! :) Just to let everyone know, Christy (a.k.a. the coolest roommate ever) is feeling much better and will be returning to Luther on Sunday! I'm psyched!!!

4. I saved the worst for last- I have re-injured my knee. Now I know this doesn't sound life threatening but let me give you a little background: I've spent the whole last year recovering from ACL surgery in my left knee. When that was finally feeling better, I strained my right shoulder. When that was finally feeling better last week, I twisted my left knee in practice on Sunday....Needless to say it's been a hard first season- let alone week.

Oh yeah- I forgot to tell how I perservered all of those events!!! Oops! :)

1. Switching formats was frustrating, but I bought a Chicago style format book and was able to figure it out. I ended up with an awesome first essay! It was a great way to start off in the class!
2. The great thing about being on your own as a college student is that you really appreciate part of your childhood. You rediscover the beauty of returning to your old habits- one of which is napping! I've had to take naps everyday since Wednesday, and they totally kept me going!
3. Although I missed Christy a lot this week, it gave me a chance to get to know some other girls on my floor. It really showed me how important it is to get to know all the lovely ladies around me- because before that I was missing out on some really great girls!
4. As for the leg, I just have to stay positive. I know that I haven't hurt my graft which means no more 8 month recovery times! And I go to Mayo Medical Center on Monday to find out what really happened- I'll let you know what I find out!

So despite my stressful week jam-packed with road blocks and jumps to hurdle through (not literally because I've been on crutches!), I was able to not only survive, but also to overcome my problems and make it to the weekend! This is what I like to call: perservering!


Have a good week y'all!
Anna

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perserverance. Perserverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything." -James 1:2-4

"Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord will personally go ahead of you. He will be with you; he will neither fail nor abandon you."-Deuteronomy 31:8

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Home Sickness (and why I don't have it!)

Many elements, from new found freedom to more responsibility, combine to form the perfect college experience that every freshman is looking for. But there will always be less glamorous aspects of being on your own, from having to make yourself study to doing your own laundry. Let's not forget though that there is another element in the mix; it's the one that parents constantly fear will come and kids scoff at, believing it will never happen. It's the one thing no first-year wants to experience but inevitably will- that's right: homesickness.


Now I'd like to write that last night I had a big heart-to-heart with my mother, and she was able to console me. After all, I've been here over a month- by now you'd think that I would've been homesick. That I would've sought the comfort of a phone call. And that it would've given me the inspiration to write this blog.....not a chance.


Unlike every other first-year whose had the chance to miss their parents, mine still haven't actually left. Since coming to school I've seen my mother or father every 3 to 7 days on average. They do have valid excuses for coming- to see my volleyball match, or my sister's golf tournament. And it's great because they always take me for a Wal-Mart run and then to the Whippy Dip for ice cream. You'd think there'd be no downside. However, I've begun to notice that I'm a little bit delusional.


I've not only accepted that they will always be back within the week, I've -dare I say it- begun to expect it! I really do enjoy when they come! I look forward to seeing them again, and again, and again!!!


But I'm beginning to wonder what will happen if their trips to Luther ever slacken! Will I then be forced to face that fatal element still missing from my college experience? Will I join the thousands of first year students who have also had to deal with homesickness?...It's hard to say. After all, they still keep coming. But if I never learn how to deal with homesickness, won't it just be harder later?


Perhaps I should call my mother and let her know that's ok to spread the trips out. That I'm doing fine. That I'd like to be a normal freshman forced to deal with missing home. Yeah, that's it! I'll tell her that it's time for both of us to face the facts- I did leave home, but I'll see her at Thanksgiving (like everyone else has to do.) Yep, I have the courage to do it! Get ready because I'm finally breaking free and ready to deal with missing them!


Oh...never mind...my parents are coming today. Maybe I should wait to drop this on them until next week...oh wait- they already said that they're coming for my tournament...hmm...this might take a while...



Have a good week y'all!

Anna

"Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." -Isaiah 40: 30-31



Friday, September 12, 2008

How To Say "No"

When I look back on my high school years, I'll never forget how hectic it seemed. I was running everywhere I went, hurrying from one activity to the next, going non-stop 24/7, always trying to catch my breath...

Don't get me wrong- high school was great. I asked for that kind of a schedule. I wanted to be on the volleyball team, on the football pep squad, in Student Council, in my church youth group, in Latin club, president of National Charity League, in the top twenty of my class...you get the idea. Partaking in everything and building up that resume for college- that's just what a senior in high school does. It seems like a requirement. If you can't take the pressure and stress of high school, how will you ever make it in the big leagues?

I thought that I needed to run around and be involved in everything because that was what it would take in college. But I missed one very crucial step in high school- learning how to say "no!"

I'm not trying to discourage anyone from the activities I was in- come on, Latin Club rocks! :)
My point is that it's ok to slow down a little. It didn't take all that stress to get into college. And it definitely doesn't have to be that way now that I'm here. I don't think I've ever turned down a club, organization, or activity ever- until now. My first attempt at it was pretty weak (and now I'm chairing a phonothan!) However, it does get easier. I turned down joining multiple choirs; all I'm ready for is one this year. I'm thinking about joining the math club once volleyball season is over- but not until then. I'm actually breathing, calmly and surely. I feel good. I have time to relax and enjoy. And get this- I find those calm moments everyday! Not just the weekends!

I wish I had learned this lesson a long time ago. It wasn't something ever taught at my high school. It's this magic word that can take stress from your life, put fewer activities on your plate with more time to enjoy them, and even leave you enough time to watch "Grey's Anatomy" while still getting your homework done. Once you have mastered the word, you find great empowerment in taking control of your life. SENIORS OF AMERICA- JUST SAY NO!!!


"The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?" -Psalm 27:1

Bye y'all!
Anna

Friday, September 5, 2008

First Impressions

Wow. So this is college. This crazy whirlwind that I've been doing for the last three weeks. This two-a-day practices, no rest orientation schedule, classes have started, find time to call mom and old friends, make time to hang out with new friends, not too mention way too much homework for the first day of class, join the choir, go to chapel, get to the cafeteria, go buy your books, catch a few z's, wake up, do it all over again... this is college.

This is what seniors in high school dream about. This is what alumni remember as the best days of their life. And now it's finally mine!

At first I felt like I was just at a summer camp. A really long two week volleyball camp. A camp composed of grueling three-a-day practices that never seemed to end. There are many names for this kind of crazy torture that a player is willing put themselves through, the most common being "pre-season." Now I know not everybody loves sports, but everyone can appreciate working really hard for something and then getting rewarded for your efforts. Yeah, pre-season was tough, but in those two long weeks, we became not only conditioned athletes but also a united team. We bonded when we practiced, at seven o'clock breakfast, at movie nights, and (my personal favorite) as we went tubing down the Upper Iowa River! (Hence the picture up top- I'm on the left!)

Now pre-season has come to an end. This week I started classes and (thankfully) have just one practice a day! However, I didn't really expect the rest of this stuff. I figured when volleyball calmed down I would have more time on my hands, not the other way around. I didn't think it was possible to actually get busier than those last two weeks. Orientation definitely proved me wrong! But that's another blog! ;)

For now, admist the new waves of stress that I'm undergoing, the risks I'm taking, and the classes I'm trying to study for, it's just nice to know that I have a team to turn to. I think coaches make pre-season so hard because they know that college will be that much harder. And in my hour of need as I start this crazy, exciting new journey, it's great to already have a solid group of friends to get me through it. How many freshman girls can say that on their first day of class they already have thirty other girls who "got their back?" It's an awesome feeling to have. It definitely helped this first week of classes, and I know it'll get me through next week as well....WOW! I'm in college. And I think with a little help from my friends, I'll make it just fine!